my secret getaway, my great escape.

Esther Chan — Mon, 18 Oct 2010 07:39:05 +0000

I am so not pregnant! Yesterday was a horrifying yet really funny day! Since I decided it was a good time to wear a maxi dress to church, I did. And guess what, everyone said that I looked like I was pregnant. Well, Aunty Jessie said it was a nice dress, and some people looked at me with the “your dress is not bad, you look different” way. So those were the good compliments that ensured that the dress wasn’t a wrong buy.

Then came the youths. -.-

“Esther you look like you’re pregnant!”
“Esther, did you buy your clothes from maternity wear shops i.e. mothercare?”
“Esther! Are you going to the beach? (no hint of pregnancy jokes. YET!!) Pregnant ladies cannot go to the beach.”
“Esther walk slowly okay? Pregnant women cannot run.”
“Esther! Girl or boy?”
Best one from Aunty Mabel (Joy, I’m disappointed in your mum. LOL.), “Esther! Want sour sweet?”

-.- Srsly, wtheck. Hahah! And Kaikai and John were trying to test to see whether they would give me a seat on the MRT! It was quite funny but embarrasing!! So we were standing near the piority seating area (near the door). So suddenly john started to ‘show care and concern’ by asking if I’m okay and started to take the stuff I was carrying’. I got a shock thinking what in the world was he doing. Then the lady beside us was like staring at us (or rather, at the ‘pregnant’ me) and definitely thinking whether she could give up her seat. -.- Thanks a lot. I went on to say, “I’m not pregnant!!” She kinda looked relieved. Thanks a lot guys.

Fyi, I’M NOT PREGNANT.
Sigh, I shall emo one corner now.

14. Decisions

Esther Chan — Wed, 07 Oct 2009 07:55:51 +0000

I made a decision, which was important to me. Those whom I told about this, encouraged me to go for it. Hahah. I’m scared, nervous, excited. I’m afraid my grades may fall. But this is an awesome opportunity that I don’t wanna miss. It’ll improve my skills and boost my experience besides singing. Hahah. Singing is so last season. Lol.

But ya, I’ll say yes.

(No, it’s not about boyfriends if you were thinking other wise.)

Hello (:

Esther Chan — Wed, 09 Sep 2009 08:52:28 +0000

If you even happen to chance on this blog, most of it is private, so you can don’t bother coming. Really. Hahahh. You can at the most maybe see a few posts? It all depends on my mood. If you want to see the rest, well, ask me. We’ll see about it. Loves.

4. Death Day

Esther Chan — Thu, 20 Aug 2009 02:25:55 +0000

Tmr is my death day. Hahahah. Rejoice with me for I am going bonkers. Okay back to FIT.

TATAFORNOW.

2. Crazy

Esther Chan — Wed, 19 Aug 2009 04:12:38 +0000

I think I’m going nuts. Everything is just driving me crazy. It seems that in wordpress, I tend to type in almost perfect english. Like without any stupid words or with any dialect. How weird. And I like the wordpress font. (: Different from the blogger font. It makes me want to type correctly. Hahah. Okay I need answers for FIT paper 2009. I can only rely on Cuijie for help but her phone is not on. Wow. Damn. I’m a goner.

I’m going nuts
I’m going crazy
My world is falling
And my results are hazy.
I just made a poem,
that doesn’t really rhyme.
But then again who’s reading,
this secret blog of mine?